Okay so if I had to change one thing about me it would be the fact that I have terrible self discipline. I tend to indulge everything and get addicted fast enough.
No, I am not talking about binge drinking. I mean more like what goes on in my head. For instance, I am not gymming as much as I should (yes, I know that its not a word but then again neither was Google as a verb so there).
So, am going to keep a monitor on my weight. But the problem is that if you lift, muscles take over the fat and you don’t really lose weight. But I am still overweight and I know that should change. This is embarrassing considering other people read it but you know what, 20 years down the line, hopefully I can say oh that’s the date I changed….so that justifies embarrassment. And again, the point of this whole exercise it to keep an eye on my life and how it changes, albeit on a day to day basis.
Another thing is thinking about the Ex which plunges me into the blackness and I hate how I feel. So, am keeping a notch on my person for each time I think about her. And am hoping soon enough, there will be a day where there isn’t a single notch.
And I would also like to change my eyebrows. No matter how gay that seems to be but when you are cursed with a pair of hairy caterpillars on your face, you would want to too.
Oh but I am pleased with the progress I make playing the guitar to the point I love it! So atleast one out of three is a start. I think I am my own DIY project for the next few months.